I don’t believe in God, I believe in science - el eskeleto, Nacho Libre.

And despite how true I think that quote is…

Dear God,

If you could spare her for me and cast all the hurt and pain and sickness to me and not to her, perhaps I can forgive you.  But if she is sick and if she ends up being in pain because of it, I will NEVER forgive you. I will NEVER acknowledge you. I will NEVER trust you again.  More than anything, I won’t hate you because that would mean you’d still exist. But you’ll stop being a possibility for me and start being highly improbable. I’ll never go back.